Monday, 23 May 2011

ME
I’LL GET JEALOUS
I’M STUBBORN
I OVERTHINK
I GET INSECURE
I’M NOT A PERFECT GIRLFRIEND. LOVE ME IS YOUR MISTAKES! 

Saturday, 21 May 2011

i miss how close we were

Tuesday, 17 May 2011




i'm not even upset,hurt or angry anymore,i'm just tired.i'm tired of putting in more effort than i receive .im tired of holding on for nothing .im tired of believing all your lies.im tired of you proving me wrong every time.im tired of getting my hopes up and being disappointed again..




p/s i love you ;')

Sunday, 15 May 2011

Thursday, 12 May 2011







Your with her.
Im at home crying.
You tell me your sorry.
Inside I'm dying.


Your like a drug,
My only addiction.
I wish love was real
Not fantasy or fiction.


I'm not too good for you.
Theres no such thing.
Life without you.
just isn't the same.


I wish i was gone.
I can't take this pain.
It's like theres no blood
left in my vains.


I don't know what happened.
Everything seemed so good.
I wish we could fix it,
I misunderstood.


You changed me alot.
For better not for worse.
I hope you follow me
When I'm lying dead in a hearse.


Maybe then you will understand,
that were meant to be together.
Your thee perfect person.
Through all kinds of weather.


So you don't want to be with me?
Well I can't live with that.
That's thee reason i want to end my life,
as a matter of fact.


So when I get to heaven.
or maybe even hell.
I promise to watch over you,
and make sure all is well.


be strong farhana ;'(

Monday, 9 May 2011

ITS OKAY

people cry not because they're weak it's because they've been strong too long
 im crying because until now im still strong to across all thing by myself even it hurts
im hurts deeply hurts ..... I want to remember how you've made me laugh, and sometimes cry, and I never want to forget how special and different you are. And how you touch my heart in a way that no one else could but its already gone...its okay..... im trying to be perfect for you but im such a loser person! Loving you was my favorite mistake .... ;'( salah kn kau?? hah enth aku patut salah kn diri aku sendiri..... bende ni dah dpt agak ....cume aku je yg bodoh sngt pegi terima!!! you will be with my memories .....




the end

Saturday, 7 May 2011





I love you more than all the stars in the sky. 
I love you more as each moment passes us by. 
I love you more with every breath I take. 
I love you more with each promise we make.


I need you like a flower needs the rain. 
I need you for you can wash away my pain. 
I need you more each day 
I need you for you are so wonderful, in every single way.


I miss you more than ever now. 
I miss you because I really need you somehow. 
I miss you and your touch. 
I miss you for to me, you mean so much.


I want you to caress my lips the way you always do. 
I want you to look into my eyes and see my love for you. 
I want you to hold me close to your heart. 
I want you to know that I love you, need you, miss you, and want you 
And I have for every single moment, right from the start.



;'(